Love hit wrongly again ❤️

Once was hurt and love hits again 💔

I once thought and swear nt to like anyone small but i guess 😢 Idk it's just as frustrated as idk exams ? 

    

     I never thought I would like even not on him Bcs his someone who is like my bro 😂 But I guess I'm just in love ? Idk In love ? Complicated ? Idk 😒 Never thought something like tht will happen 😞 

Getting to know eventhough I like him , I guess me + him = IMPOSSIBLE 😂 It will be awkward like idk . I always say no one and nobody can control love Bcs it's uncontrollable but I guess I needa try 😢 Hope I succeed .

'Eh bestie, be awesome :) Be brave be u and the u I know '

'Be brave , be you :) Never give up on the one u love most ❤️'

Heartbreaker❤️

Hearts apart,

Shattered all over ,

Trying to pick up and build it back,

As your building it ,

You realize ,

He is just a heartbreaker ,

His job is to date, love , break.

As soon you realize ,

You stop crying and start smiling ,

You think tht , 

He treat you well buy he left you abandoned .

You stood up and smile ,

Telling yourself ' I'll roar like a tiger , sting like a bee , attack you and be the champion '

As time gone by ,

You start building a wall in your heart and stable yourself :) 

~ As  sunsets , I'll attack you like how you did ~ 

Hurt done

Bird Chripping,

Flowers Blooming,

Love found,

Love unfound </3

Heart broken,

Smile lost in the dark </3

The hurt someone cause hurts like never before </3 The pain , The hurt and the tears! The word spoken by you are just mean pain and full of hurt </3 

A girl lost ,

A girl found ,

A girl never reveal,

Spoken to be a beast,

Spoken to be a lady ❤

Words and story spoken but the real story was the girl wanted to hide from the word said by her love one who love her and left her for who she is ~

'The hurt done was never heal </3'

Mooncake Celebration Party <3

Yesterday part was a blast ❤Not everyone came but my some Ji mui of mine came :) The BBQ was delicious :P They said they don't want to eat , they actually ate a lot :) 

There's also steamboat :) but we didn't had any Bcs BBQ was even awesome :p My neighbor and family join us :) We all laugh and laugh :) After the party we went up into my room and start laughing and we play 'The cup song ' it's was really funny , how we wanted to do a duel :p

'The fun part wouldn't last but our friendship will last '

                              -Panda Xuan-

First year helding a party of mine :/ Guess it was a success :D

Peter Pan

How I wish I was the girl going to Neverland ❤❤ A land no one will grow up , having fun and falling in love with Peter ❤ The girl on his back is just so lucky , how I wish I was as lucky as that girl but that's just a story of Peter Pan !

     It's 14/9 !! Valentines day is here ❤ Spend a day with your love ones and tell them how much u love and adore them :) Celebrate with a broad smile :) That lucky girl or boy will appreciate it :)

     As for me :/ staying at home with my piano and watching Peter Pan :) it was really inspiring :) telling me tht the one you love will grow up to be an adult and we will have to grow too :) I'll try to maintain our relationship , your whole world change as I stand there looking at your world burn and change :( it's so harm to believe :( At last we say goodbye to each other :( I finally see it , I gotta believe 

I try , but I can't see what you see

I try and try to understand the distance in between..

So I try and finally believe ❤

I try to fly too 

'All those  precious stories , All the world is made with faith and trust and pixie dust ❤'

                                   ~Panda Xuan ~ 

Love ❤😘

Love is hard,

Love is difficult,

Love is what they called love ❤

Sometimes loving someone is hard . The reason is Bcs sometimes being in love will cause us being scolded by people , hate❤

But thinking on the positive side , it's actually sweet ❤ Im actually in love , I mean like someone la. He has a great personality, smile and he always made me smile no matter what :) He is like someone who brighten up my day , a someone who is all caring eventhough he place his times in computer games , I still like him like always❤ All sweet and I don't know , I just fall into him , I guess . I don't see him much but I remember his beautiful smile :D  Yeah so he is a sweet guy :p

J.L~I can't forget you but I know I am over you for the hurt , u brought to me on 3/7 :) You're a great boyfie once and will be in the future for tht lucky girl ❤ You change but I hope the other girl will accept the fact tht you change :) HOPE  U FIND A BETTER SOMEONE :) Smile :D 

Always is a friend of yours 

'You left me , but hope you find a better one and maintain your beautiful smile '

                  ~panda Xuan~

#single life 2 months 6 days 

Breakable day

Broke on 3/7 , it was an awful break up <3 Got scolded seriously , I texted him on 3/7 on 6 pm Happy 1st Monthsary, remember that I love u ❤ All he said was ok :) Than I instagram about a Friend Bcs we went into a arguement :( and so I did some hastags #one#month#him#happy . But I guess I shouldn't he thought I was writing about him and he don't give me time to explain </3 and so it ends right here ...

     

' A world all alone after that hard day , harden my heart . To never trust anyone and not putting hopes on anyone anymore '

                       ~Panda Xuan~

        

My heart sank and tears drip , hours of sadness </3 I told myself to stay strong and never cry . My gang and friends and besties and sisters were all here for me ❤ I will be lost by now without them :( On 5/7 I sent a sorry letter but was never replied :( I guess we r nt even friends .. Sometimes at night I think of our pass and his smile was just *sigh* I guess until here its over anyway </3 .. 2 months and 5days he has been gone and no more 

'I thought he will never push me into the water , but I guess he did '

                          ~Panda Xuan~

#my time with him was short but was the happiest of all <3 But he changed