Breakable day

Broke on 3/7 , it was an awful break up <3 Got scolded seriously , I texted him on 3/7 on 6 pm Happy 1st Monthsary, remember that I love u ❤ All he said was ok :) Than I instagram about a Friend Bcs we went into a arguement :( and so I did some hastags #one#month#him#happy . But I guess I shouldn't he thought I was writing about him and he don't give me time to explain </3 and so it ends right here ...

     

' A world all alone after that hard day , harden my heart . To never trust anyone and not putting hopes on anyone anymore '

                       ~Panda Xuan~

        

My heart sank and tears drip , hours of sadness </3 I told myself to stay strong and never cry . My gang and friends and besties and sisters were all here for me ❤ I will be lost by now without them :( On 5/7 I sent a sorry letter but was never replied :( I guess we r nt even friends .. Sometimes at night I think of our pass and his smile was just *sigh* I guess until here its over anyway </3 .. 2 months and 5days he has been gone and no more 

'I thought he will never push me into the water , but I guess he did '

                          ~Panda Xuan~

#my time with him was short but was the happiest of all <3 But he changed